confide

I stand in the distance
I view from afar
should I offer me again ?
should it matter to you now ?

we all hurt by love
and we all have our problem to bear
but in the name of understanding
problems should be shared

I can keep my promises
and throw in never ending effort to make it happen
I want to spend my life
with someone that have confidence in me

stick or leave
the choice is yours
hit or miss
what mine is yours

confide in me

DuaEmpat DuaBelas

2412, ada yang menarik dengan angka-angka itu untuk ku
24 adalah tanggal kelahiran ku, 1 adalah bulannya, 2 karena aku anak ke-2 dari 3 bersaudara
2412, sudah lama aku menyimpan angka-angka ini karena bila dijumlahkan, totalnya adalah 9 buat sebagian orang itu angka keberuntungan.

Bukan karena aku percaya akan tahayul, namun angka-angka dan artinya selalu menarik perhatianku
2412 seperti merujuk kepada 2 jiwa yang terpisah untuk bersatu.
Ada yg menarik bila tanggal, bulan, dan tahun kelahiran ku dijumlahkan ada unsur 12 didalamnya
24+1+19+76=120, betulkan ada angka satu dan dua didalamnya...

2412, mungkin hanya deretan angka, angka yang mungkin hanya angka atau mungkin memiliki makna..

Have a Happy Birthday Panda Bear...

restart

Everything that has a beginning has an ending. Make peace with that
and all will be well
Start again wherever we are and start with a small step
Wherever we are is the right place
So long as we have courage and sense of humor, it's never too
late to start life afresh

There will be a time when we believe everything is finished.
That will be the beginning
A journey of a thousand miles must begin with a single step
Earth, ourselves breathe and awaken, leaves stirring, rain pouring,
all things moving, new day is coming, life renewing
With the new day comes new strength and new thoughts

Do what we can, with what we have and where we stand
If all we can do is crawl, start crawling
Start by doing what's necessary, then do what's possible and
suddenly we are doing the impossible

Let us meet each other with a smile, for the smile is the beginning of love
One fine day will be our day, our ocean is waiting, so get on our way

kangen

Pelangi hilang didekap malam
Bintang berkelip dibalik awan

Entah ini rindu atau bukan
Kulihat kamu dalam bayangan

wondered

haven't you wondered ?
why I'm always alone, when you're in my dreams

haven't you wondered ?
why you're finding it hard to know me, just by looking at me

have you ever wondered ?
if this was ever more than just my crazy idea

have you ever wondered ?
what we could've been, if you'd only let me in

I love you... I need you... I want you
but I want you also to understand

sayang ku sederhana

Sesederhana saat tersenyum,
meskipun sedang sedih...

Sesederhana memaafkan,
meskipun terluka...

Sesederhana memberi perhatian,
meskipun terabaikan...

Begitu sederhana hingga kadang aku tidak sadar telah menangis di dalam doaku
karena aku sangat merindukan dirinya... rindu aku kepada sang hujan nan cantik...

time

my life is like a diary, when  I want to write something about it
I'll end up writing something else

why can't I stick to my plan?
I guess it's the way this life go on far from become a boring one

will my story continue as what I have in mind or some surprise will appears someday ?
Time will tell

coincidence ?

There's is no coincidence in this world, take a look at this :

Abraham Lincoln got into congress in 1846; John F Kennedy in 1946
Abraham Lincoln got elected for president in 1860; John F Kennedy in 1960

Their wives lost their child when they were at the white house,
Both presidents shot to death on Friday and both shot in their head

Lincoln shot at theater named "Ford"
Kennedy shot on "Lincoln" car made by "Ford"

Lincoln was shot in the theater and the killer hide in a warehouse,
Kennedy was shot from a warehouse and his killer hide in theater

Andrew Johnson, Lincoln's successor was born in 1808
Lyndon Johnson, Kennedy's successor was born in 1908

A week before Lincoln shot to death, he was in Monroe, Maryland.
Meanwhile Kennedy a week before he got shot, he was with Marilyn Monroe

And would you believe ?
Lincoln's had a secretary name Kennedy
And secretary's name to Kennedy was Lincoln !!

Still believe in coincidence ??

welcome

new year's day is every man birthday
every man should be born again on the first day of january
start with a fresh page
cheers to a new year and another chance for us to get it right

don't think how many moments in your life,
just think how much life is there in a moment
make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present
no-one is in charge of your happiness but you
forgive everyone and everything

get outside everyday, miracles are waiting everywhere
believe in miracles
God love you because of who God is,
not because anything you did or didn't do

one resolution I have made and try always to keep is this:
To rise above the little things

let's us welcome 2012 with full and new spirit,
commitment for us to be a better person
for ourselves and for others
we might have 366 days or less to make things right in 2012
use them wisely, smileeee...

H A P P Y  N E W  Y E A R